Re-modelling for the new year.

I never thought I would use this blog again.Why?because nothing earth-shattering has been happening in my life.No fireworks or hailstorms.Nothing worth writing home about..Well I was wrong.I was loving the calm by the way.Then someone decided to rock the boat.Some idiot.Why so much bile?Because I have allowed myself,over and over,to get hurt by the same guy.Some silly part of me is still hoping and praying that he will come back,that he will realize that I’m worth changing for..blah blah blah..I know half of you already know who I am brooding over and yeah,it’s like the 10th time.So what,fucking sue me.I am not brooding by the way.I am a grown-ass woman now and this being like the 10th time now,it doesn’t hurt anymore.I stopped hoping for the best in some people.Consider this a turning point that I had to document.I tend to believe that the power of documentation is stronger than the power of speech.Why?I don’t even know:/ For the slow ones,this is a break-up blog,do try to keep up. I have learnt my lessons by the way.Never going back and this time I’m serious.

Have I given up on finding something real?No,I even got my eyes on someone already but I will definitely never make a man my life’s axis again.I know I will probably forget this when I meet the next guy with a sickening ego ,big brains and smooth vibe but I will get a hang of it eventually.I know I fall for guys really fast and get hurt fast enough:/..Look at the flip side though,how the hell am I supposed to learn?! Anyway,you.Yes you.Read this first before you un-bookmark my blog.Thank you for the memories.And I learnt a lot!!!hehe..Thank God I won’t have to waste these skills on you.I wish I could say more...*thinks pensively*...I’m drawing blanks though.Gee..What the fuck were we doing together for all those years:O.Am eaze though.peace.xx.

Hmm..This is a really short post.Anyway..